what a great weekend(!)

i've had a friend let me down, been annoyed by people talking down to me, today i've been ill and had to leave a family friend's dedication because of it.

i'd say i hope this week is better but after the friend letting me down i have less things to do. the people talking down to me have halted other plans, oh yeah and i still feel ill.

i know this is cryptic i'm just not going to name people because thats not fair to them or the people who know them.

surprisingly the one person who hasnt annoyed me today is my brother (he annoyed me yesterday though so its not all good)

i'm missing out on seeing someone tonight that i really wanted to see but cant because i'm ill and not going.

i'm stupidly tired coz i had to get up early this morning.
however i get to sleep in tomorrow coz i wont be staying at my friends like i thought, i might still go to reading tomorrow, just with a different friend. or maybe on a different day.

sorry to be so miserable in this blog. am just letting it all out.
prayers are always welcome :)
oh thats a good thing i can talk about...i've felt closer to god recently. praying a bit more, struggling with dedicating time to him each day but am trying. i know he's with me, especially in the crappy times.

thats all for now, am gonna go see beth :)
much love xxx