i hate my brother

he thinks that just coz he does school 6 days a week and rugby too that he must work harder than i do.
its not true.
i work just as hard.
he wanted the tv to play xbox on, i asked if i could wait until the break and also warned him that i'd be back in the playroom when tea was ready.
he accepted this.

the break comes and i say i'll be back in 20 mins since i was going to make tea when my program was finished. and he got all mad 'you have freeview in your room for a reason'
yeah i do have freeview, i'm very lucky in that way. but i dont want to eat tea in my room. and i did warn him.
and i have given up the tv loads this last week.
he could just move his xbox up to his room and play it there.

i'm just so sick of having this same fight with him over and over again.
i'm over it. i didnt choose to live with him. i'm just really mad at him.
and i dont even care that i sound like a brat. i'm tired and worked hard today and he's made everything 10 times worse.
i know there are way worse problems in the world but that doesnt make me any less upset or mad at him.


its very probable that none of this will make sense and that you wont care about it. i dont mind if you roll your eyes at how pathetic the problem is and then just move on. i just needed to let it out. crying only gets me so far.

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