update!

PJ is doing alot better today. his headache is almost completely gone :)

i ended up going to the youth leaders retreat on friday but came home on saturday. i was just emotionally exhausted and it felt very far away. i knew PJ was ok but i wanted to be home with my family. i got very upset about it on friday night but waited until the morning to make a decision. i prayed about it and once i decided to go home i felt a real sense of peace and felt god saying 'that's ok, you can go home'.
so i did. my dad came and got me even though he was feeling the same and didnt really want to drive 3 hours to get me.
whilst it might have been a good conference and the talk i got to hear was very good, it was just too soon after everything to be going away.

so basically i'm home but still resting. i'm not going out to cells tonight or anything because i'm not expected to be there anyway and its nice to just relax at home with my family.

thanks for all the prayers :) will blog more soon
much love xxx