This week has been a bit blah...not for any particular reason, which is almost worse because I don't know how to fix it.
I just feel flat and blah and I have no idea why...I thought it was because I was tired but I've slept pretty well the last few days, I then wondered if it was linked to all the staying in Oxford stuff but I don't think it is.
I'm not feeling any sort of distinct emotion or anything, I'm not stressed or angry or upset, so it's hard to work out what I'm feeling or why I'm feeling it.
I think it's almost like I'm stuck in a limbo, I haven't got alot happening right now, I want to be back at uni and doing stuff. I can't wait to be back in lectures and with my friends...although I am seeing my friends so that doesn't make sense...I'm not sure what I'm saying! Can't wait to just have work to do, have something to focus on and a purpose to my days...as much as I enjoy crashing on the sofa and watching tv, it gets old after a while and all the days roll into one..
Alright so I've read that back and realise that it sounds like nonsensical ranting! I'm not sure what I'm trying to say, it's hard to describe how I'm feeling!
Anyway I'll leave it, think I'm going to go into town, need to pick up a few bits and pieces...plus it's something to do :)
Much love xxx
2 comments:
I totally know how you feel. i feel abit blah too and i dont know why.
Blah weeks are awful, but the great thing is that you just forget them.
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