It's almost Christmas and I'm finally starting to relax...I've spent the last couple of days still feeling as though in the back of my mind I know I have work to do, it's slightly stressful...but this morning I just sat on the sofa and watched tv and that made me realise that it was actually the holidays and I could just waste time doing nothing and that was ok.
Before that I'd kind of been unable to relax properly because I felt like there was work that needed to be done and there was no time for relaxing...which is how I've felt this entire term actually!
But now I'm starting to realise that I can allow myself to just chill out and do nothing...unfortunately this has resulted in me being quite unmotivated and not wanting to do anything...not something that can happen since there's so many jobs to do!
Christingles tonight was fun, just some good, old-fashioned christmas carols and candle-lighting...I enjoyed it :) followed by fish & chips for tea...not the most traditional dinner but it was yummy!
Now I'm tracking Santa on the web and he's getting closer...I love Christmas, I'm such a little kid and it kind of makes me sad that it's only today that's I've fully been able to relax and enjoy it. I've spent December being excited about the Christmassy things (lights, decorations, songs, presents, etc) but not fully relaxing and enjoying the really amazing things about Christmas (Jesus, family, quiet time to relax, etc). But hopefully I'm there now and can fully enjoy tomorrow with my family :)
I hope you all enjoy Christmas Day too.
Much love xxx
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