echo over

I'm pretty much over the echo...instead I replaced my emotions with intense, irrational fear of our house! PJ was out last night and I suddenly heard a creak from upstairs...and once I'd heard one I started to notice every little noise that the house makes! This wasn't helped by the fireworks outside that made me a little jumpy too.

So I texted PJ and asked him to come home a little early...actually I think it worked out that he got home around normal time but I felt better knowing he was on his way and once he got back he humoured me by checking upstairs for mass-murderers....there weren't any, you'll be pleased to hear.

I've been continuing to watch Sex and the City and the emotions aren't so bad (the original post said 'are so bad' that was a mis-spelling!) , if I let myself stop and think for too long then I start to feel it but I'm controlling it a bit better now I'm aware of it.

I haven't done nearly enough work for this weekend so I'm going to try and do a bit today before popping into the light parties at church. Then tonight I'm going to Aldates with Hannah (she didn't stay over last night, it got too complicated!) and I'm pleased I'm going because it's been a couple weeks since I've been to CU or church in oxford and I need to get back into it- my knee just made it more complicated but since my knee is doing much better I'm going back.

I think that's all I have to say, I'm going to take a shower, eat some breakfast and do some work. I'm up earlier than I expected, I just woke up and couldn't really get back to sleep...never mind- I have independent study tomorrow morning so don't have to be up early tomorrow either.

Much love xxx