Apologies for no blog for a while...been somewhat at a loss about how to write this blog without crying.
my grandpa has been given 2-3 weeks to live.
I haven't really let it sink it yet, I get close to tears and then pull myself away.
however my body has decided this isn't ok and has reacted the way it normally does under stress...made me sick.
Well, I haven't been sick yet but I woke up in the middle of the night retching and with bad stomach-ache. I then didn't allow myself time to recover and ate normally at lunch and it complained again!
I always do this. When I'm stressed or anxious my body reacts by making me feel nauseous :(
I realise that I've written more about me being ill than about my grandpa...but I can't write about that....not now...not yet...
I will let myself feel it soon...but not at the moment...
Much love xxx
1 comment:
Lots of hugs and prayers coming your way.
I guess don't be scared of feeling sad, and let yourself. I can imagine thats hard though... (thats advice you gave me once or twice, and I remembered it :) )
Lots of love xxxxx
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