Saturday, 31 March 2007

again, stolen off david and kat, even tho i dont watch house.


Dr. Allison Cameron

30% Eccentricity, 15% Confidence, 80% Kindness

Congratulations, you're Dr. Allison Cameron! You're without a doubt a big sweetheart, though your caring nature can sometimes make life more difficult than it has to be for you. You aren't the most confident person, but you're growing in this regard, and will probably be very sure of yourself in time. You're the loving and beautiful person many people wish they could be, and you are very strong in your moral beliefs, so be proud.





My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 11% on Eccentricity

You scored higher than 4% on Confidence

You scored higher than 91% on Kindness

aww thats made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside!

i stole it off david and kat!

What Be Your Nerd Type?
Your Result: Drama Nerd
 

You sure do love the spotlight and probably have a very out-going and loud personality. Or not. That's just a stereotype, of course. Participation in the theatre is something to be very proud of. Whether you have a great voice for musicals, or astounding skills for dramas/comedies; keep up the good work. We need more entertainment these days that isn't television and video games (not that these things are bad, necessarily.)

Social Nerd
 
Literature Nerd
 
Artistic Nerd
 
Musician
 
Gamer/Computer Nerd
 
Science/Math Nerd
 
Anime Nerd
 
What Be Your Nerd Type?
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Friday, 30 March 2007

holidays!!!!!!!!!!!

yay its the holidays :D
am so looking forward to having time to chill out.
i've got a couple of things going on:
- my car cd player is being installed on sunday
- my mum's birthday this tuesday
- peer leader's murder mystery!
- girlie night with some of my mates
- ice-skating with my godsister

on the downside i've got my dissertation to finish. and i need to make a revision plan.
but all in all it should be a wicked two weeks off!

unfortunately i havent made up with kate yet. wednesday was spent with no contact. thursday she txt me but didnt apologise and it was like she didnt understand why i was upset so we argued about it a bit more by txt (i was in london so after an hour of txting her i ended the argument coz i didnt want it to spoil my day). then today i've sent her a long email trying to explain everything. i dont want to lose her but i dont want to let it go knowing it'll just happen again in a couple of weeks.

speaking of london, it was fantabulous! i mean the play was pretty rubbish; two hours with no interval and pretty boring/depressing. but we walked past big ben and the london eye and took lots of pictures and just had a laugh (it was me, cassie and the year 12's). was worth the trip and a couple of us are gonna go back in may half term and go on the london eye!

anyway thats my update for today :) gonna have some quality family time tonight which is cool.
but right now i'm going to go make up my revision/homework plan and update my filofax.
much love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Wednesday, 28 March 2007

insurance companies

due to the fact me and my mum are going to america, she is currently on the phone to a travel insurance company giving them a history of any illnesses. including the fact i had blood tests a year ago to check my back problems.

i dared her to tell them that god healed me.

although i imagine if she did they would turn around and go 'i'm sorry but our insurance doesnt cover acts of god'

thats my snippet for today :)

Tuesday, 27 March 2007

get over it!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

kate always txts me whenever her and her bf jon (who is also my friend) have problems. tonight i txt him to get him to txt her (she is very over-emotional at the moment due to hormones from taking the pill) and it resulted in him getting mad at her for moaning to me. then them both getting mad at me for interfering. she says she confided in me and i shouldnt have said anything and that she thought she could trust me and didnt ask me to get involved.

i'm now annoyed coz she's always asking for my help, but now he's mad she's blaming me.

and i'm sick of being there for her without any thanks and just getting blamed.

it ended with me saying 'fine. i should've never opened my mouth. i wont ever try to help again.'

and yesterday when she was upset i txt jon and he txt her to calm her down and it all worked out fine, he even said thanks for helping. but today its all my fault.

firstly she doesnt understand how lucky she is to even have a boyfriend. secondly i'm happy to help with big problems but when it comes down to 'oh he didnt txt me back yet' its getting stupid. and thirdly if she thinks she can sort it by herself then why did she come to me?

well she can sort it all out by herself. i'm done. i won't be blamed for this. i dont think its my fault.
i'm just gonna step back and let it cool off.

this probably doesnt make any sense but i'm ranting and releasing my pent-up frustration!
two of my friends (both called anna strangely enough) have been helpful :) one knows both kate and jon. and the other knows neither of them. and both back me up on this so its not just me thinking i'm right.
like anna f said 'that's the curse, isn't it, if it goes well it's all fine, if it doesn't suddenly you're public enemy #1'

well i'm gonna go sleep, escape this stupid thing.
xxxxx

Monday, 26 March 2007

my friends...

i've got a free lesson and have done alot of dissertation work this morning and i remembered that a while ago mr challis did a blog about his friends and i thought i'd do one too. the ones on here and the ones not on here:

Beth
I've known Beth for 10 years. She's completely loopy and has the most ridiculous sense of humour. She'll make up an entire story to back up a point which just makes me laugh more. I can tell her anything because she has the same opinions as me usually and seems to know what i'm feeling before i say it.

Kate
I only met Kate 2 years ago but she's become the person i txt in the middle of the day when i'm bored or when i need someone to tell me i'm right even if i'm not. She can be slightly dramatic about things but then i use my agony aunt skills to calm her down. we balance each other out.

Kat
she's my sister. but not. she's better than a sister because if she was my real sibling i wouldnt care about having stupid fights with her because she would have to love me no matter what.
instead we choose to love each other and when we fight we care more because we dont want to lose each other. she's quiet with those she doesnt know and loud with those she does. and i know exactly how she's feeling because i know all her expressions and know what it means when she's looking out the window or only mutters answers.

Anna
i think Anna is the person who understands me best spiritually. we grew up in similar families and have similar values. she knows when i need prayer or someone to listen and is always there to provide those things. she's pretty weird but in a very good kinda way.

Hannah
i've known Hannah a long time but only recently have we become good friends. she's the friend who i have inside jokes with about being lovers or stupid things like that. i can not see her for weeks and still its the same as it always was.

Cassie
my amazing drama buddy, 2 years together and especially the last 6 months we've grown close. she's the epitome of bubbliness and smiles. she never gets sad and when she does she hides it well. she just has to give me a look and i'm smiling.

Gareth
its difficult to describe Gareth. if you don't know him you wont get it...and i pity you coz you dont know him! he jokes about being gorgeous and sexy and how its obvious that everyone fancies him. underneath that he's the nicest, sweetest, most spiritual guy i know. he listens and prays and really cares about his friends. i could makes sexual jokes with him all day long because i know that behind it all he cares about me. he's probably my perfect guy...aside from the obvious problem that i'm just not attracted to him hehe!

Mike
i don't know mike that well but what i do know i love. he's quiet and reserved but seems to be watching out for other people instead. i've heard previous girlfriends of his complain that he talks to them right up until the start going out. which is why i'm glad that he's too young for me to be concerned about going out with him because it means he'll always talk to me. although he doesnt really need to talk. at new wine i cried my heart out to him one night and instead of trying to help, he just gave me a hug because he was smart enough to know he didnt have the solution.

David
i've said it before and i'll say it again...david and i dont have anything in common really. aside from godzone, space and english lessons. but years of going on holidays together and our families being so close means that we've come to understand each other in a weird, different kind of way. its unique and cant be described really but it works. i think he can be narrow-minded and annoying as hell but at the same time i cant help but want his opinion on things and his prayers because i know that what he says is genuine and truthful and even if i dont like the answer it wont ever be a lie, i'll always get the truth from him.

Peter
again i havent known pete that long but i love that he seems to actually care about what i talk about. i find myself ranting at him about everything and nothing and he'll listen. dont ask me why but he does. its one of those friendships that you can see lasting a long time because its not forced, its just slowly building. and i only have to say one other thing....peter?!?

Luke
part of me wishes i didnt want to put a section about Luke but i do. he's my ex-boyfriend and probably one of my closest friends. even if i dont talk to him for a few weeks we seem to pick up where we left off. he understands me so well and i understand him in the same way. from late night conversations on the beach at spring harvest to stupid txts at the most random times. i think he may have been my first love...or at least the closest to love you can get at 14 hehe. will always have a soft spot for him but am glad i have him as a friend.

PJ
ah my brother. i spent years trying to annoy him and he spent an equal amount of years trying to annoy me. we had argument after argument. but somehow its become a friendship. when i need someone to yell at coz i've had a bad day or i'm tired he's always there to yell back. and then hug me because he knows thats what i need more than anything. he knows when i'm mad and when i'm stressed and when i'm a little bit loopy. as much as i hate to admit it, he's grown up into this amazingly mature guy and i'm proud to say he's my brother.

thats all the people i think you need to know about. i have other friends: matt, jenny, lucy, nicola, tip, charlie, clare, hannah.
but the above ones are the most important because they are the ones who will last through university and stuff.
thats my long long long post about my friends!
got to go to english now!
much love xxx

Sunday, 25 March 2007

bop bop dip bop di bop

hehe no idea what that tune is but am in a random mood, you know when you just feel smiley for no apparent reason...other than over-tiredness of course.

spent the afternoon with my family today which was really nice, we went looking at cars...just dreaming but still fun. then played mahjongg (ancient game with tiles, kinda a tradition in our family). its a weird game and takes a while to learn but once you get there its fun and can get kinda competitive.

went to space tonight, didnt do alot but had a laugh which was nice after a long week. we built towers out of cups and then knocked them down. and aiden popped in to say hi and talk about metal bars and spring harvest...random but funny stuff.

only got a single lesson tomorrow afternoon so going to sleep in yay!! and then do some dissertation work unfortunately :( gotta show mr m something when i see him on wednesday!

have planned a murder mystery party for peer leader type people over the easter holidays, should be incredibly fun! i love it when lots of people get dressed up and debate who could have possibly killed the fake character that we apparently all care about so much!

now i'm off to bed to dream amazing dreams about stars and cars and probably guys! hehe pretty random blog...can you tell i'm a wee bit loopy?!
nighty night, dont let the bed bugs bite...you know the rest!!
*mwah!* xxxxxxxxxxx