kinda freaked

this is probably going to sound stupid but i have to let the emotions out somewhere.

i just came up to my room and it was dark, and my brother kinda just came out of the darkness. he'd gone in to my room to get his phone charger and i didnt expect him to be there.
he didnt mean to scare me but he did. for a split second it wasnt my brother it was a stranger in my room. i've just cried alot. my mum walked me back in and i was just about ok with the light off but door open but when she closed the door it just made me cry more, really didnt like it. hopefully in the morning i'll be ok. but it really scared me because its my home and i should feel safe in my home but for a second i didnt.

tonight i'm sleeping with my door open and i'm sure i'll feel better in the morning. its just one of those moments where your body and emotions react and my fear came out in lots of tears.
thats it. anna's been lovely and sent me a cyber hug :) which has helped. my mum prayed with me and i know i can always go find her if i wake up and am scared.
send your love and cyber hugs my way! xxx