long and frustrating weekend

this weekend has been good but also incredibly frustrating...my aunt and uncle are visiting us which is lovely because we all get on with them really well and I enjoy seeing them. Particularly since my cousin is getting married in September and I'm the chief bridesmaid so it was fun to hear my aunt conveying all the details- got me very excited about the wedding!

on the other hand I'm still ill so haven't really been able to do anything :(
I went back and saw the doctor on thursday and he basically said that I haven't been ill long enough for him to know for certain that anti-biotics will work, it could still be a virus. but if I still felt ill by monday to ring him and he would prescribe them...it's monday tomorrow and I still feel like crap so I think I'll be phoning him in the morning!

it really sucks coz I want to go into lectures tomorrow, I love uni and I miss my friends alot and I hate that I probably won't make it in again. Plus it means I'm missing more work. We only have lectures on mondays and tuesdays but they cram a whole week's worth of information into those 2 days. I'll catch up, but it's frustrating...plus its the CU mission week this week and there's loads of events on and I'm probably going to miss most of them :(

on friday I managed to make it in for my induction at work because I didn't want to miss it and they were lovely about me only having to do a bit which was sat at a computer, they said I could do the rest another time. unfortunately it made me feel horrible! it was the sitting up, concentrating on the information bit that just made me feel nausous and stuff. I got through the bits I needed to and booked in some shadowing shifts so it was beneficial but it took me the rest of the afternoon to recover back down to my usual level of feeling crap.
and then yesterday we played cards as a family which was fun, but I started to feel worse again which was frustrating because I was finally doing something fun and I had to stop.

Basically this is just another blog where I'm ranting about how crap I feel! I do apologise for that but I need somewhere to let it out :)
Hope everyone is well, pray for me please!
Much love xxx