Alright so I had a bit of a cry last night...there wasn't much on TV and the house was quiet and I'm tired...and it suddenly hit me how much I miss Mum and Dad so I had a cry and I ended up calling Mum and Dad which helped alot.
I think the biggest part was that I was just tired and emotional, and normally the person I talk to when I'm like that is my Mum and she wasn't here, which just made me more emotional! but once I talked to her I felt better :) and I spoke to her today too which was nice.
It's probably just that I had a lull in the day, so I think I just need to keep busy :) and find things to do during the week.
This morning was the open air service at church which was really good, it was nice to see everyone again and sing some holiday club songs :)
Tonight I'm popping to Oxford to see T and Claire quickly before coming back and going to the evening service at church with some friends which should be fun...keeping busy!
I need to find some things to do this afternoon and also sort out what I'm doing this week but I'm feeling a bit better about things :) it helps to know that I can call Mum and Dad to just chat if I need to...I started off thinking that I shouldn't because I didn't want to interrupt their holiday but now I've spoken to Mum I know that they miss us too and are happy to talk to me and that I'm not taking away from their holiday!
Right, I'm off to find some things to do this week!
Much love xxx
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