Today was a good day :)
I had a lovely chat with Val and have come to the decision that maybe I should get counselling for all this panic I get about staying in Oxford...it might sound over-dramatic to some people but for anyone who's been through it, a panic attack is horrible and although on Monday I didn't have a full-blown panic attack...I started to get panicked and I just can't control it.
Counselling it might help and I think it's worth a shot...so I'm going to try and sort that out.
Today I also went to the chiropractor to try and sort my back out...she wasn't messing around, basically my posture is terrible and I need to build up my core strength...so hopefully I can sort that out!
And tonight I went to the cinema with Kate which was alot of fun...that seems to be our thing at the moment hehe seen lots of films with her! but that's good :) it's nice to have someone who likes the same sort of films.
Tomorrow I'm doing some shopping with Caitlin, including trying to finally buy some shoes for the wedding! I should've got it sorted before now, I've been so rubbish!
And then in the evening I'm going to attempt to stay in Oxford again...we'll see how it goes...
Friday we're having lunch with Nan and Grandad and then I'm babysitting in the evening. Then it's Saturday and I'm having my hair cut and possibly going out for dinner with Kate, Luce & Jen again which'll be fun...and then it'll be Sunday and my birthday :D...and then Monday is the day Mum and Dad come home! I'm speaking to Mum every day and that's all I need in order to cope...I haven't cried yet today, although there's still a few hours left in the day haha! I'm just tired and emotional and have accepted that I'm a wreck this week!
Right, that's all for today I think, will blog again tomorrow :) possibly from Oxford but I'm not promising anything!
Much love xxx
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